A little

shaky because my tap pass was out of money but I kept going anyways.
Please oh please...

It's sticky and humid.

Grampie isn't doing well. Should be leaving us within a few days. I understand people want to see the body at the funeral but I'm really hoping its closed casket. I don't want to see him like that. :( poor Grampie. He'll be so much happier not being here.
Mother dear will have no parents left. That must be tough. I cringe when I even start to think about life without my parents.

PM

Well Grampie passed. Just about at the time I was writing that ^^^
I will remembering him greatly.
The story of him and his buddies taking a car from the junkyard as young hellions.
Him sticking his gum under the table at the heathers and never truly fessing up to it.
The way he called me sweetheart.
"Here we go folks"
Feeding the ducks.
When he comforted me when my boss hurt my feeling.
Asking for extra crackers.
I'm really going to miss him.

My friends new and old have been really condoling. It's nice to know I've made some relationships with people here that really care. (note: my boss didn't acknowledge it, for money is more important than feelings.) but I shouldn't really care because everyone has their way of handling things.

Trying to book a flight home for Wednesday and it's so expensive. Shouldn't have gone shopping yesterday...

Heard some really nice things today. Although I'm a but wayward, my parents did something right :)